As I’ve delved in to this new world of politics and events, I’ve become aware of some of my own shortcomings. For example, in one of my conversations with Jeff Moss the other day, I realized that I don’t know that much about PNAC, Israeli spy rings or even Dr. Steven Jones’ hypothesis about the World Trade Centers coming down by thermite.

I’m also feeling a little humbler today, having read Zach’s comment about my misunderstanding Jeff’s statement. I’m not sure how much I got right or wrong (perhaps Jeff can clarify), but I’m getting better at this “trying to understand the world” game. A lot of it starts inside, by trying to understand myself.

It seems to me that as we learn new things and try to teach others about what we’ve learned, a very powerful process takes place. I’ll call it the “maturity of influence”. Basically, what I’m finding is that we all have a strong drive to be “right”. Why? Well, one reason seems to be that we perceive our social influence to be directly proportional to our ability to make accurate predictions. We want others to trust us, and we know that they’re less likely to trust our predictions if past predictions have turned out to be false. In other words, we fight to be “right” because we perceive our social value and influence to be dependent on our “rightness”.

As everyone admits, however, we don’t know everything. As a consequence, inaccurate predictions by the best of us are inevitable. When such a failure occurs, we have two choices: admit it and move on, or deny it and try to protect our image. So far, I’m in the “admit it” category, and trying to remain there. I also feel strongly, however, that I’m in the “face it” category when it comes to truth. I have a deep desire to know what’s real, true, trustworthy, accurate etc. For this reason, I question a lot of issues of faith as well. Likewise, I’ve questioned a lot of issues related to contemporary American history. So far, I’m grateful for the opportunity and excited to continue.

With regard to my recent vigilant posts regarding 9/11, human rights and government responsibility, I hope you will continue to learn what you can from me. My promise is that I will try to synthesize what I can, report accurately and truthfully at all times, and most of all, admit I’m wrong when I know I’m wrong. God bless you all.